Good news again !

Hello there, guys!

I know I don´t post that often atm. But that´s just because I got a lot of new stuff going on here that will change my life completely.

1.
Guess what? The tattoo shop (where I ´m so eager to be an apprentice at) called this week telling me that I´ll have a job interview on January the 18 th. I´m so happy happy happy...and nervous XD. And I´m so looking forward to the day of the interview. I´m gonna convince everybody by doing my best. Definately gonna hold on to my biggest dream to become a tattooer !!!!!!!!!!


2.
Not as important as the first point... but meanwhile my diet goes well. Lost 7,3 kg in three weeks now ! It is still tough to sit next to my boyfriend eating burgers and pizza and stuff but my will is strong. I see the results on my body and feel great about that. Not only can you see the weightloss itself  - the fruits and vegetables and the 3,5 litres of water I have to drink per day payed off and made my skin look very smooth and healthy.

Some days I open the wardrobe and pick out the burgundy red dress I used to wear the short time I´ve been slender in my life... and I feel like an elephant. That piece of cloth is so tiny and small it looks like some delicate fairy used to wear it, but not me! Nowadays one of my legs would fit into it...haha. But it is so great that I can be like that again ! And I finally feel I can make it if I stay strong :-D.

Here are some old pics of slimmed down me ( some in the besaid red dress). Soooon again.....sooooooon! Muahahaha...

XoXo !

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A typical meal

Guys, this is day 11 of my diet now and I can tell ya I´m so fed up (haha, pun) with it !!!

Here you can see a typical lunch I have to eat atm. : 

A bunch of chickpeas, whole-wheat bread, dried apricots and cucumber.

I learned to like the chickpeas though. But enough is enough XD

I´ll try to stay strong while my intestines call for some cookies and pizza :-DDD

XoXo

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Found some old photos...

The following are photos from me dressed up in Pinup Couture´s Day of the dead dress for a tattoo convention (as far as I know the dress is sold out so sorry that I can´t show you where to buy it. I would try on ebay!). Today I don´t fit into that dress anymore. It is my goal to do so !

Lost 4,5 kg til now and I am still motivated even with some frustration here and there. :-)

Now here the pics:

My face has been so much slimmer ;_;

Posing on the balcony

In front of one of the cool musclecars which were displayed on the tattoo con.

XoXo

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Gluttony and radical weightloss

Haha. Yeah I have to admit I´m one of those annoying people wishing to lose weight in the new year.

I always talked about it on the Freak-á-Delle but never realised it ( for real).

Now I´m undergoing a radical change of nutrition with three meals a day and five hours without eating between them. Seems tough - and well, it is! Ok the five hours aren´t the real problem. The annoying part is that you can only eat certain things and you have to weigh ´em to an exact amount of grams for every kind of food. AND you can´t drink what you wanna drink. I mean I know it is better not to drink sugared beverages while on a diet but I can´t even pour some milk into my coffee :-(

But well... I lost 3,5 kg the first four days. For it working so good I´ll put myself together until I have reached my goal weight. Please hold your thumbs for little greedy pig Kat to not fall back to her old habits :-P

Here´s what tells me that it´ll work! When I grabbed an apple to start with on the first day of my diet, this form appeared:

A heart! Now isn´t that a good sign? :-D

And ...eeeehrrrm... this is what I ate as a last little special something one day before my change in nutrition started:

Pancakes with caramel sauce !!! Yummy! Ahhhh oh well I have to keep myself together :-P

XoXo

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Believe me... I tried!

OMG I remember one of my first posts in which I complained about my present weight... It has reached the maximum I ever weighed in my life !!!

I´m so frustrated... I always tell myself that I´ll start Monday, I´ll eat healthy and less and stuff and I´m really eager to use all my willpower to achieve that goal. But then suddenly someone talks about ordering pizza and I give into it!!!! Of course I do!!! Argh!

Like today:

I started with oat and milk and full grain cornflakes and had this for lunch...

 

... but then I went "Peanutbutter-Jelly-Time!" with toast all day long!!!

Why did I do this when I´m so sad about being chubby????!!!!!

Ok, I´m strict all week long and then suddenly my weight goes up outta nowhere and I´m so angry about that that I start to eat again because I´ll gain weight anyway !!!

*Sigh*

Damn you chubby cheeks!

I´ll try to fight the fat with training and protein shakes now. 

Love this fitness blog here:

Blogilates

 Especially this video!

Did this training a few times now and got such damn aching muscles so it has to work :-3

Let´s see if I´ll achieve my goals in the future ...

 

XoXo

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No more Michelin Guy for me!

Folks... I HAVE TO LOOSE WEIGHT! 

But first let me explain why I´m so desperate:

I had this thought of not being happy with my body 2 years ago so I started to change my diet. I ate more vegetables, less sugar and carbohydrates (especially not for dinner) and bla bla bla, I´m sure you all know that because you got own experience with this kind of dieting... :-)

Back then it was like something hit my switch and I never even touched fast food or candy for a minimum of three month. It was like I had a strong will at this point and lost 32 pounds from April to August. You can see the difference here *rifling through the archiv called "the fat years" on my Computer... please wait :-DDD* :

Me with about 160 pounds

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- 32 pounds

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Gosh I´m so angry. I got the same weight as on the first pictures again!

It´s not only my fault that I gained weight. Sure, after I got together with my boyfriend ordering pizza and cuddeling in front of the tv has gotten more attractive and therefore I´m halfway guilty. But I also had to swallow lots of pills ( I still have to take them) and for that reason my weight increased rapidly. 

Now enough excuses... I´ll start over from today on!

And I will post something into this blog about that here and there to encourage me.

Maybe I´ll punish myself by loading up something embarassing everytime I ate Junkfood? Haha...naaaaaaaaaaahhh :-P

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!!SECRET!!

Of course I bathed in the exciting feeling of doing something forbidden by indulging gluttony one last time yesterday. I ate the whole cup! YUM!

And now....DIET DIET DIET!

XoXo

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